Open Letter to Him

Hey you,

I think it’s time I shed some layers, free myself of silence and the potential of becoming malnourished because someone once said that “a closed mouth don’t get fed”, and baby, I’m hungry! See, what you don’t seem to understand is that I crave your aura! Being able to stand within the orbit of your existence is a gravitational pull I don’t want to be out of. You, you glow me!

Thoughts of you monopolize my mind no matter what I take to task. You’ve infiltrated the very streams of me and what’s crazy is for the life of me, I don’t know how any of this happened. Perhaps it was my observing you from afar to where you became an unattainable fantasy or maybe it was the level of familiarity that climaxed a connection. Whatever it is, it’s organic.

It is not often that I come across a person who gets exactly who I am and allows me to just be me. With you I am naked, unafraid to bare my flaws. You don’t judge me; you listen to understand and correct me when I am wrong in a teachable way and THAT is sexy as fuck! You pour into me to help me grow. You want me to win and already see that I am winning even at times when I cannot see the potential in me. You help me resurrect dreams I deaded, damn, and that is why I want to bless you, because you bless me constantly with or without intention.

You are so much of what I have been hoping for. You are a whole man! I admire so much about you from the business-rooms to the bedroom. You carry yourself in such a stature that those not on your level are confused by the stride of your walk. I just thought I would share my affinity for you. Let you know that habitance within me has been obtained and I hope that you will arrest your heart with me, trust me, I got you!

I don’t know if we’re in Erykah’s next lifetime or if  I’m riding on daydreams running through calla lily fields like they do in movies, but I just needed to let you know I’m really feeling you. I want more than the pseudo titles occupied by gray areas, we’re too grown for that shit. Let’s shed together, tell our truths, and move forward. But, until such time, I’m going to close my eyes and meet you where you reign the most.

Deeply, Affectionately and Honestly,

Me.

4 Comments Add yours

  1. AJ's avatar AJ says:

    Amazing!

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  2. Cherrybomb's avatar Cherrybomb says:

    I LOVE THIS!

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